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"It is not contrary to reason to prefer the destruction of the whole world to the scratching of my finger."
~David Hume~

This journal contains adult material, including both het and slash porn. If you are a kid, kindly fuck off. I'm not your mother, I don't want to deal with your issues.

I don't post much in here about my real life, so if you think you're going to read about my drama or what the hell ever, you're not. The most dramatic thing you may find here (outside of fiction) is my burnt toast or the never ending search for my missing sock. Sometimes I share interesting quotes because I like them. I may bitch from time to time about XYZ fandom's childish bullshit, but that is rare as I just don't fucking care much these days. But other than that, unless you're here to read the gay, best move along.

I currently write in 30 Seconds to Mars and Supernatural, and sometimes write other off-the-wall RPS. All of my recent fiction can be found at demon_deception and I'm currently keeping a Supernatural only journal at lustmordred. I read a lot of different things, but mostly I read in Supernatural and sometimes I read bandslash, mostly silly popslash or American Idol slash. But only by writers I know are good, which is like 2... but maybe only 1.

Yes, that's right, if you're here to read Harry Potter, then I'm going to disappoint you I think because I started to lose interest in that before the last book even hit the shelves, and it was gone by the time I threw it on the floor. However, all of my HP fiction is still on this journal and you can still read it and comment if you want. I enjoyed the fandom while I was in it and I still love the work I did then. It was a lot of fun and I learned a lot as a writer while doing it. But I'm done with HP and don't see myself writing in it again.

I have been in fandom/s for quite a long time by fandom survival standars--10 years--and as one of the "dinosaurs" I can safely say that I've finally reached a level of don't-give-a-shit that satisfies me. But if you come over here with your wank, your entitlement issues, and your self-importance I will tell you exactly where you can go. Two guesses where and it's not Hell because I've got a reserve seat waiting and I don't want to fucking see you there. Do not be rude to me because I am here to write and read and that's about it and I do not give a flying fuck about my reputation here--it's the internet, the most awesome part of that being the anonymity--so I will jump all over your shit and make you look stupid or make you cry. Or both. Play nice or lurk and you'll be just dandy.

Age Statement: I am 25 years old and legally able to read and view any and all adult material.

Layout: All graphics on this journal (header, background, FO banner) by judas_denied. They are NOT up for grabs and no, you can't use them on your journal/website even if you ask nicely. So don't ask.

Icons and graphics: If I made it or if the creator is listed, credit is nice. It's only polite. If I don't know, then go ahead and do whatever you want.

My Mood Themes: If you would like to use these, please email me or leave me a comment on my latest public journal entry letting me know. Credit lucilla_darkate in your info. And host the files somewhere yourself, DO NOT HOTLINK.

Women in Fantasy Art mood theme (which I am currently using) was made using art by Luis Royo, Boris Vallejo, Julie Bell, Brian Froud, J.W. Waterhouse, Kinuko Y. Craft, Dorian Cleavenger, and Michael Parkes. The mood theme can be found here.

Velvet Goldmine mood theme can be found here.


"What one writer can make in the solitude of one room is something no power can easily destroy."
~Salman Rushdie~

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